TwistedFate

There you are again, your smile driving me insane, and I just cant get enough, I'm a teddy bear, though I claim to be tough, what you do to me is incredible, and it seems absolutely inconceivable, that even after all this time gone by, you still make me melt, smile and sigh, I cant understand it, is it an infatuation? or is it simply that I cant understand the situation, cos my heart is confused and frustrated, with all this affection not demonstrated, I'm trying to figure out how I really feel, and still I wonder if this is really real? again I cant help but wonder, my heart beating like rolling thunder, and I'm just standing here looking at you, wondering, could this really be true? because it's driving me crazy, and my mind is getting all hazy, you're like a drug, and I'm addicted, man, this isn't going how I predicted because now I wanna hold you close, I'm drawn to you by some supernatural force, I know these words often go ...

smiling, living through darkness and pain finding solace in all the scars and sutures peering through a window at the falling rain and tearing at the very thought of a lonely future dreaming of solitude on the islands hallow shores observing in envy at the happiness in the world the pretender lives, broken and alone with all his woes even in crowds, in his heart the blood incessantly curled but as he moves on through life, the face he wears is strong a tortured soul, once so full of life, just simply fades never intending to do anyone any wrong nursing scars left from serrated edged blades knowing no fear of man, only fears of responsibility moving through life, drowning in memories of yesterday knowing there are others who suffer from life's perpetual complexity from failed attempts to drown sorrows, dull hangovers everyday hoping that one day an end will come to this ill-gotten charade through poetry, comedy, mindless benders and games reminiscing, memories in a mind so brutally ...